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She'll Never Love Me BackI yearn for your acceptence.
I beg for your attention.
I sit here waiting,
waiting for all of this.
But I know,
this will never become a reality.
I am the 'Outcast'
I am the 'Freak'
I am the girl,
that everybody hates.
would a girl like you,
ever become my friend?
A friendship is as close as I will ever get to you.
What you don't know,
i'm in love with you.
Born this way
Baby I was born this way
If you can't accept it then I don't need you
There are others who accept me for who I am
You see me with my other friends there smiling?
Their the part that's important to me the accept me and support me
Me being the way I am shouldn't change the fact that you where and are my friend
Lady gaga taught me that there's nothing wrong with being who I am
I feel her love for the GLBTQP community
She taught me to not be afraid and that's why I love her
If you don't think I should be allowed to be who I am you're not important
I am transgendered please accept that
But to tell you the truth I don't think you will be able to
No matter what you say to me can tear my world apart
Because I know it gets better
Does it freak you out that I like both male and female?
Does it scare you that I actually don't care what gender someone is and will just date them for who they are?
Do you think I have a choice in how I feel inside or who I like?
Do you know how badly it kills me insi
My FamilyI was only seventeen when I found you
I fell in love with you the moment I saw you,
My boy friend never understood why.
You were only fifteen, at the time.
You were shy, you kept to yourself,
Always looking so sad,
You had a few good friends but
You were always alone when I saw you.
I always wanted to talk to you
But never knew what to say.
Time moved on and I forgot
About the quite kid in the corner.
In till I was friends with your friends
Then I saw you there with them,
Laughing having a good time.
I deiced it was time to say hi,
And so I did.
We chatted for a long time that day.
We soon were inseparable
From one another.
We chatted up a storm as much as we could
I learned that you were afraid of heights
That your favorite color was red
Your favorite animal was a Tie
Between two a
Pigmy monkey & tiger shark.
We laughed and had some great
Times together playing hide n seek, tag
And other childish games.
I felt like I found a long lost friend
I felt like we were friends for
Tale of the Love Stricken
That dream came to me again.
It's the dream where I fell in love.
My partner and I were dating
And I was able to see him in my arms
It felt so real when I would hold him
Feel his firm, strong back
I felt like I didn't want to wake up from it, ever
But when I awoke to the sound of an adjusting door
I came to realize that
You were so far away, in a place where I cannot reach you
You were with her, which I am forced to accept
So I devote myself to my work
To the wickedness known as the real world
I gave up on love a long time ago
However, if I can't have love in reality
can I have it in the world of my fantasies and dreams?
SolaceShe never slept well in the dark,
not without the children of the sun and moon
to guide her weary lids home.
Guided by the aftermath, she was always two steps behind.
What did the world look like to the girl who had been through it all?
Braved the heaviest of storms,
yet skipping over cracks in the pavement.
They said her eyes were the wisps of clouds before the storm.
To him they were reflections of pages overlooked.
She said it was like she lived the life of someone she had never met.
Laid out to dry, yesterdays news.
He knew her as the girl who was built to never collapse.
He wished he was too.
He loved her more than words could say, and yet her pain was such,
that at times, he feared she wouldn’t make it.
But on nights like these, even when it threatened to consume her,
he became convinced that somehow she would.
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